The Cure: Disintegration (Live from Entreat)
I was eleven when I accidentally found The Cure’s Disintegration in a pile of my brother’s cassettes along with New Order, Depeche Mode, and Nine Inch Nails. This may come as a shock, but I thought it sucked. I liked “Pictures of You”, “Lovesong”, and “Lullaby”, but the second side of that cassette… man was it long and boring. I tried numerous times to get through “The Same Deep Water as You”, but every attempt failed.
So how did Disintegration become my favorite album? That was an accident as well. I got really into The Cure around 1992 (Wish) and backtracked to the older albums. I also started to collect Cure stuff: magazines, posters, and singles. I bought the “Pictures of You” single, and one of the B-sides was the live version of “Disintegration”. It blew my away like nothing before or since. I went back and listened to Disintegration. Maybe my taste matured, or maybe I was discovering that life sucked, but I connected with the second half and the whole album like I had found my one and only true love . I knew it would stand the test of time, and in high school I introduced it to as many people as possible. If they didn’t like it, I would insist they listen to the live version of “Disintegration”.
It worked on my friends Jill and Tony. Jill and I would stay up all night trying to decipher the lyrics. There were a bunch of lines added and a few missing from the album version, and it drove us crazy. Jill suggested I buy Entreat at Reckless Records since the live version of “Disintegration” and almost every album song was on the live disc. I couldn’t afford it, until the lucky day I found a used copy for $34. I ran to Jill’s car and as I ripped open the case, found tucked into the sleeve inlay card a sheet of handwritten lyrics to the live version. I screamed louder than I have ever before in my life. The coincidence, the luck, the idea that someone out there loved the song so much they figured out all the lyrics and hand wrote them onto notebook paper…and the sadness and shock that this person had parted with it, made me realize how much I loved The Cure, loved that song, and how it made me give that album a second chance and falling in love with that too.
Crazy to think that after all that I went through to save $34 to buy Entreat, it’s now being given away as a bonus disc as part of the 3CD re-release of Disintegration for $32.99. For me and millions of people around the world, this album means re-living great memories, but I hope that some kid out there stumbles upon this release, listens to it for the first time, and is blown away with the greatness of it all.

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Posted: May 25th, 2010
at 3:12pm by Kamar
Tagged with boris williams, british, david allen, disintegration, entreat, goth, high school, Kamar, live, lol tolhurst, old memories, porl thompson, reckless records, robert smith, roger o'donnell, simon gallup
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Panic! 4 year anniversary / Aztec Camera: Good Morning Britain + The Smiths: Panic
Tonight, Panic! celebrates their fourth anniversary at Darkroom. I don’t even remember how Kamar and I met Pogo and Arturo, but it’s no surprise that the new wave djs with the Blondie-named night and the Britpop djs with the Smiths-named night were fast friends. I don’t think Debbie Harry and Morrissey ever hooked up, but if Atomic was a girl, Panic would be our quirky British boyfriend. We’re there almost every month -sometimes in the booth- and Arturo is one of our favorite regulars and guest djs at Neo. In either case, it’s always a good time, and we’re glad to help them celebrate their fourth anniversary.
In honor of Panic, I’ve chosen the oft-overlooked Aztec Camera single “Good Morning Britain”, featuring vocals from Mick Jones of The Clash, from their 1990 release Stray. And of course this post wouldn’t be complete without “Panic” by The Smiths. See you tonight!
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Posted: April 24th, 2010
at 5:17pm by Qbot
Tagged with 1986, 1990, andy rourke, arturo, atomic, blondie, british, craig gannon, darkroom, debbie harry, johnny marr, Kamar, mick jones, mike joyce, morrissey, neo, panic, pogo, Qbot, roddy frame, stray, the clash, the smiths
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Atomic’s 2 year anniversary / Cut Copy: Sands of Time

Join us tonight to celebrate two years of the best new wave party in Chicago with special guests Dark Wave Disco.
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How time flies…
People ask me sometimes how we get so many people to come out to Neo on Thursday nights. There’s a lot of factors involved (remnants of a built in crowd, people really like Depeche Mode, Neo’s new wave-steeped history), but the short answer is that Kamar and I knew what we wanted to do; we had a good idea, we executed it, and it worked. We’ve never gotten a whiff of press coverage. We’re more likely to pluck our guest djs off of our own dance floor than book a big name. At the end of the night, what brings people back every week is the energy of the music and the crowd, the feeling that everyone is welcome, and that anyone can be and dance how they want.
The first thing we decided, and the one thing we’ve very much stuck to our guns about, is that it’s not an “’80s night”. We’ve all been to ’80s nights. There’s nothing special about most of them and we’ve all heard more than enough cheesy pop for our lifetimes. It’s not what Atomic is about. There is an astonishing number of current acts in the new wave/synthpop/new romantic genres, and the best way to keep the music -and the crowd- fresh week after week is to include that.
The one band that matches our style perfectly, hands down, is Cut Copy. Their New Order-reincarnate sound has been a staple every week for the last two years, right in there with all the Soft Cell and Human League where it belongs. Now if they would just get a little more prolific…

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Posted: April 8th, 2010
at 2:46pm by Qbot
Tagged with 2 years, 2008, 80s, anniversary, atomic, australian, cut copy, dark wave disco, depeche mode, Kamar, neo, new order, new wave, Qbot, sands of time, synthpop
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Lykke Li: Little Bit [CSS remix]
It’s 6am and the sun is coming up. Kamar just dropped me off and these potato things from Dunkin Donuts are soooo good, you have no idea…
Such a great evening at Panic! I got there way too late to hear Arturo, but caught a rare Britpop-ish set from Chicago-legend-via-Berlin Scary Lady Sarah, who had the place so packed with friends that my head was spinning even before the Maker’s Mark got to me. We moved on to Late Bar, Dave Roberts’ new place, with Peroxide and Stormy, and made some new friends there, too.
I should probably go to bed, but I can’t stop listening to this Lykke Li remix lately, which may have something to do with me starting off my set with it Thursday night.
Here’s to hoping your weekend is going as well as mine.
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Posted: February 28th, 2010
at 6:24am by Qbot
Tagged with 2008, 6am, atomic, britpop, css, dave roberts, dunkin donuts, electro, Kamar, late bar, lykke li, maker's mark, panic, Peroxide, potatoes, saturday night, scary lady sarah, stormy, sunrise, swedish, synthpop, up all night, whisky
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Sep 2: Atomic with guest Lady D








